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| I'm following suit and directions, I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why
I'm over existing in limbo, I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away...
..... I'm ready to die in obscurity
Cuz I'm so tired that I got to go
Zzyxx Rd.
Stone Sour
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| Huh, well the summer is drawing to and end. To most
of my friends good luck in college, and the rest; well I'd gladly
change places with you at this moment. High school passed way too fast.
I'm repeating what I'm sure most who have spoken to me since
graduation, have heard from me.
It's still pretty much up in the air as to if I'm
going to school this fall. Just have to get the immunization
information to Floyd and... excuse me Georgia Highlands and hope that
I'll sneak in. I hope this taste of "the real world" isn't a
representation of what the rest of my life in it will be like. The more
I work the more I end up.... hating the "public," well myself also.
Which I'm not sure if thats me learning about myself, or just the
world. Hell, when a chair would brighten your day, what does that realy
say? Almost being blinded by seeing friends or aquaintances.
I can't take back my regrets and mistakes over the
summer but I can appologize for some of them. Sorry to all my friends
who I've basically ignored all summer. And sorry to Someone, ask if you
must know. It seems my life is just a bunch of accumulating mistakes. I
know we learn through mistakes, but the mistakes I've made I know will
haunt me. I'm bored alot and have nothing to do. Leave me a message or
give me a call if you want to do something. I should have alot of free
time since my job (which sucks anyways) is cutting hours (which sucks
b/c no money but more free time.) So later.
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| Well, today was a.... well, it was a
day I won't forget. I graduated from my high school. Like my girlfriend
said "It seems so surreal." I couldn't say it better, but I'd add along
to it in my case this quote from a favorite movie of the appropriately
entitled "The Graduate," the story isn't similar but the uncertainty is
still there.
Mr. Braddock: What's the matter? The guests are all downstairs, Ben, waiting to see you.
Benjamin: Look, Dad, could you explain to them that I have to be alone for a while?
Mr. Braddock: These are all our
good friends, Ben. Most of them have known you since, well, practically
since you were born. What is it, Ben?
Benjamin: I'm just...
Mr. Braddock: Worried?
Benjamin: Well...
Mr. Braddock: About what?
Benjamin: I guess about my future.
Mr. Braddock: What about it?
Benjamin: I don't know... I want it to be...
Mr. Braddock: To be what?
Benjamin: [looks at his father] ... Different.
Anyways I'm bored and uncertain.
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| Well, well, been way over a month since I've been on this thing.
One quote comes to mind though.
In the words of the poet Ice Cube:
"Today was a good day."
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| Sin
Nine Inch Nails
You give me the reason
You give me control
I gave you my Purity
My Purity you stole
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise
Am I just too stupid to realize
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
It comes down to this
Your kiss
Your fist
And your strain
It get's under my skin
Within
Take in the extent of my sin
You give me the anger
You give me the nerve
Carry out my sentence
Well I get what I deserve
I'm just an effigy to be disgraced
To be defaced
Your need for me has been replaced
And if I can't have everything well then just give me a taste
It comes down to this
Your kiss
Your fist
And your strain
It get's under my skin
Within
Take in the extent of my sin
You give me the reason
You give me control
I gave you my Purity
My Purity you stole
Did you think I wouldn't recognize this compromise
Am I just too stupid to realize
Stale incense old sweat and lies lies lies
It comes down to this
Your kiss
Your fist
And your strain
It get's under my skin
Within
Take in with my sin it comes down to this
Your kiss
Your fist
And your strain
It get's under my skin
Within
Take in the extent of my sin
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